prom!
at the mall to find the perfect dress…. tons of girls but none my size…. I’ve gotten lucky today…. this is only gonna benefit me in my conquest to find my perfect cinderella prom dress(:
at the mall to find the perfect dress…. tons of girls but none my size…. I’ve gotten lucky today…. this is only gonna benefit me in my conquest to find my perfect cinderella prom dress(:
these are the hardest times but I’m still smiling(:
had a really bad day, cried almost the entire day. sucks going to bed balling yur eyes out and then waking up in the morning and doing it all over again… hurts worse when the person yu love doesnt answer yur phone calls and doesnt know what to do about the relationship anymore but if they isnt happy then there isnt any point to try to make them stay with yu. ive learned a lot from this. caring can be toxic and so can other things. i feel so bad for everything and i just really hope there is one chance left but if not then all survive. it may hurt losing the one i care the most about but idk.. things suck right now. my friends and family just tell me to breath but its hard when every time i even so think of him or hear his name i want to keep crying but crying doesnt fix anything so im staying strong for the time being. i just hope everything gets better. but if not i have my friends and my family… i just want him to know that i love him and all change. hes heard it before but this time i swear i mean it. )’:
He woke up from dreaming
And put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn’t been sober for days
Leaning out into the breeze
Remembering Sunday he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don’t last like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him up stairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me I’m trying to find
My calling, I’m calling at night
Don’t mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She’s been running through my dreams
And its driving me crazy it seems
I’m gonna ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn’t believe in love
He’s determined to call her bluff
Who can deny these butterflies
They’re filling his gut
Waking the neighbors
Unfamiliar faces he pleads though he tries
But he’s only tonight
Now he’s dying to get inside
Forgive me I’m trying to find
My calling, I’m calling at night
Don’t mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She’s been running through my dreams
And its driving me crazy it seems
I’m gonna ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn’t think much of it then
But it started to all make sense
Oh I can see now
That all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my who ever
Where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I’m not coming back
I’ve done something so terrible
I’m terrified to speak the truth you’d expect that from me
I’m mixed up, I’ll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
keeping an eye on the world
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I’m over you now I’m not home in the clouds
Towering over your hair
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess ill go home now
I guess ill go home now
I guess ill go home now
I guess ill go home now
umm well it depends on if you want the good or the bad… bc i got alot of memories but ive blocked out the majority of them.
but all give you a good one….
i kicked chucky cheese in the sack when i was 5 (:
i swear its like everyday something or some one tries to upset me… but then i remember…… Why should i care??? try and hurt me i dare yu….. i have way to many other people that care about me and that make my day! so HA try harder bc yu just failed!!
(Source: b0caj)
here we go again with this same old crap…
you have already attacked him and now your attacking me
im sory but she asked and had the right to know
so dont try and play victim because who is she really gonna believe,
you or all three of us.
you played my best friend and what you called your “nothing but the baby momma”
all at the same time and you lied to me and your once best friend.
im sorry but what you did was fucked up.
i told you dont play her or us and you said you wouldnt but you know what you did
the things you were saying and the things you were doing were all on you
but yet you put the blame on us making her believe that we forced you to see
her and that she forced herself on you.
sorry but nope not what happend.
you would always beg him to bring to bring you to her house after work,
you said you were going to live in her basement and change your numbers so no one
could get a hold of you except us three, you told us that she was perfect
and you werent gonna hurt her because she was the girl you were looking and waiting
for.
one other thing,
im not spreading rumors so dont have your friends send me messages
that are apperiantly from you telling me to stop doing shit that im not even doing
because honey i dont spread rumors everything that i say is 100% the truth.
and next time you have something to say come say it to my face dont hide
behind your friends and facebook. thats pussy shit.
call me or come to my house. im fucking waiting.
i hope you realize you’ve fucked with some of the wrong people.
so i don’t know what to do anymore… my mom is in the hospital…..AGAIN….. were running out of money…… I’m failing 2 classes……LIKE NORMAL…. and my eating disorder is coming back into my life… ugh i don’t know what to do anymore… this stress is just too hard to control.. the only good thing that is going on in my life is my relationship with my best friend Felicia and the amazing thing going between me an my boyfriend Trevor(:
but I’m still tired of trying to stay strong for everyone. but at least they’re here for me to have a shoulder to lean on… i just don’t know how much more of this i can take…. ugh FML!!
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